Once upon a time a last second kiss could have had me twisted out and bent out of shape and then I started doing it myself. You know that kiss you use to keep them wanting more. Aggressive and primal a touch of fun, it takes the form of a forehead kiss, a long make out at the edge of the door or a chin grabber.
Last night I was hit with a long make out at the edge of the door. It was a rush of emotions followed by a smooth letdown of endorphins. The buildup was high before the breathing exercises. The resounding thought was “Hold up, did this just happen? I’ve been doing this for years kiddo”
A revelation has also occurred did the people I’ve done this to get a rush of nothingness…Was it out of the blue passion followed by darkness. This whole wave has been just as hot and cold. It is a chance to examine my style of play and to grow into a more mature participant. What needs to stay and what needs to go.
I find our exchange to be funny and infuriating. That is a recipe for a supernova. It will be intense and it will be fun but it may not last forever. Time will tell as we progress.
Hold up, did this just happen?
*Side note have you ever breathed through arousal. 10 deep breaths later you can take the edge off