Here’s the thing last night when you invited me out all you said was dinner and a movie. I dressed simply for said event a striped polo, long jeans and fashionable boots. I carry more than enough money for the nights meal and movie. Meeting you out at the mall parking and spotting you in a similar get up. I notice your fresh fade and wonder if I should have shaved. Dabbing on a bit more oil I slide outta of my ride. We embrace, you hold me a little bit longer than usual, your hug made me hold you tighter whispering in your ear how I missed you.
We release and head inside you by the tickets and I the popcorn. We settle down in the back. Reclining in our seats you caress my thigh, we haven’t done this since you got married. I lay close to you enjoying your scent. You always smell so good like fresh wood and citrus. Closing my eyes, you rest in my arms as we watch Vin Diesel do what he does best and excite us. You lay your head on my chest. Drifting off, could have sworn you kissed my neck and massaged my thighs. Waking up to find you clawing for the popcorn propped between my legs.
Dozing off again, thinking of how this used to be a coded game for us. You’d set these dates and we’d go do anything to get you out of the house in those days it was different. We were both trying to figure things out especially the limits of our friendship. You wanted to fool around and blame it on the drink while I wanted to make it official. My hopes were dashed when you showed up with her. That long hair, made up face and those dresses that accentuated her curves. I got your message loud and clear, I was just the person you wanted in the dark. I haven’t seen you since the service, I came as requested and stood where you wanted me. I even assured you that you were making the right decision. You said “I do” as I looked on crying for what could have been.
Shaking me awake I’d missed the whole thing. You ask if I need to go home and rest or can I stay up long enough for a bite. I playfully punch you in the chest and remind you that I can put you to bed any day of the week. Walking out of the theater you caress my back and shoulder and admire my gains. We walk across the parking lot the steakhouse just like the old days. Sitting down in our old booth the waitress comments on how long it’s been and that we shouldn’t be strangers. The bartender brings our 1st round to us personally, you get a hug and a kiss on the cheek while I get a slap, kiss, lip bite and their new number written on a napkin. Your dumbfounded looks cracks me up, do I have to remind you that I have game too. Settling down to our meal of meats, veggies and alcohol. You reminisce of the last time we came here 2 weeks before the ceremony.
We had just seen a commemorative show of “Love & Basketball”. You kept joking that I was going to challenge you to a game of 1 on 1. I remember wanting to fight you in the parking lot, especially when you leaned in for a kiss after dinner. All you said was how good it is to see me and how much you’ve missed me. Listening to you talk reminds me of everything. I ask our waitress for the food to be wrapped up and for the bill. You follow my lead, just like the old days. Heading outside to the summer night, wrapping your hands around me from behind you bite my lobe and ask if you can crash at my place. She hates when you come home tipsy. Breaking free I agree.
In the car you can’t keep your hands to yourself rubbing my thighs, kissing my palm, going as far to kiss me at a light. I would be lying if I didn’t enjoy the attention from you even if I know it’s fleeting and you’ll leave me hurt if I let you. Parking in my garage you climb into my lap kissing me with your full lips sucking my tongue. I lose it when you beg me to fuck you so hard you forget her name. Complying we enter my home our clothes are ripped off in route to my bed where I throw you down and voraciously attack your sexual organ. Holding you down and in place no matter how much you cry and try to run away. Only releasing you to let you taste yourself in my mouth. shouting does she do it like me!
Grabbing a condom, flipping you onto your face I enter your eager hole and fuck the shit out of you. Taking out all of my pent up aggression on you. Shouting you missed this dick! Flipping you on your back and slamming myself inside of you. I thought you’d hate this and would at least cry, instead you cheering me on telling me to fuck you like the bitch you are. Passing out inside of you leaning on my dresser.
Now I’m here in my house listening to your wife scream about wanting to fight me. How she never trusted our friendship and that she know you got fucked to sleep. She says you called her last night and the phone on. I hear you lying and denying. What you don’t know is I called her from your phone, I want her to hear you scream my name as I beat it out the frame. Throwing on some short and tank top, reminding you both that you don’t pay a single bill and need to leave before I call the police. She’s cursing me out your dragging her out. Screaming how dare you do this to me? to you. Laughing so much for dinner and a movie as locking the door behind you two.
Your last glance back at me you mouthing you’ll see me soon.
Yeah I know you miss me & you don’t care about her. Next time I’ll send her one of our videos. Lets see if she’ll keep you then.