It’s my fault

My energy is off

I’m tired, irritated and just in the bad decisions mood. I’ve got a phonebook full of bitches I can’t call. The kind of people who wasted my time then & would waste more of it now.

Knowing my mood it’d be more than I can cope with.

I’m wasting my time trying to pack my days tighter than a bit

Every dollar spent would have been more satisfying if I just burned them

My energy is off

I want to be alone but I need to release. I’d cry if I could or fuck it away

Perhaps for the best I’m alone in a lot thinking this & that through

Community isn’t worth this, I’ve gotta toughen up with friends and family.

I got me here. Every step of the way I’ve been the only constant. I’m really mad at me, my energy is fucked up because I didn’t protect it

I’m to blame

-dreads

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